nothing gonna help me anymore.
wasted much time and energy.
in the end just a dream.
angry and feel killing myself.
what happen to my brain.
although kept told not to think,
but mind can't stop it.
words can't help, as if it helps.
if really happen in this way,
i might end it myself.
after a long period thinking,
i know will not, not fear.
don't want to stay in any second.
not to be loner, just want to end.
but don't know what will happen after.
no one knows it, no one tells it.
because it is impossible to say.
strong sense of failure, unpredictable.
can she help me, i don't know.
my future and fate on them.
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