* Yan Shan's Blog *

compare

2010-04-23T23:04:00.004+08:00

more boys is better than more girls in a class.
no more worry about.
studies or friends, i choose studies.
somehow, regretted to choose that.
however in another way, will also regret.
no matter what i chosen, would still regret.
what i can do is just envious people,
have good relationship with friends.
one week pass, still two.
maybe in future will better.
but right now, i don't know.
wonder/waiting for miracle come.

wonder

2010-04-22T22:57:00.004+08:00

should 主动 or 被动?
seem transparent to them.
if don't even know which mean,
自己把热脸贴在别人的冷屁股.
only one easily forgotten.
although look okay,
actually 受到一点打击.
too bad, must get used.
because you can't do it.
hate high profile and
attention seek people.
act capable and strong.
okay, made a final decision.
not going to do it,
unless you asked about it.

lots of appreciate

2010-04-17T23:37:00.006+08:00

life isn't bad as i think.
although not lucky but still better than others.
still lots of accompanies with me.
shouldn't ask more, cherish what i had.
why greed for everything,
worry for things that can't see.
would not make it better,
but let me feel down.
thank for your counseling.
you gave me guide when i need help.
and, I LOVE YOU! =)
you are only one that
saw how passionate, love and hyper on THEM.
thank for bear with it even though you don't like.
so, I LOVE YOU! =D

will not come true.

2010-04-11T19:52:00.007+08:00

what should i do, what if i failed.
nothing gonna help me anymore.
wasted much time and energy.
in the end just a dream.
angry and feel killing myself.
what happen to my brain.
although kept told not to think,
but mind can't stop it.
words can't help, as if it helps.
if really happen in this way,
i might end it myself.
after a long period thinking,
i know will not, not fear.
don't want to stay in any second.
not to be loner, just want to end.
but don't know what will happen after.
no one knows it, no one tells it.
because it is impossible to say.
strong sense of failure, unpredictable.
can she help me, i don't know.
my future and fate on them.

not the best but just good

2010-03-29T00:49:00.003+08:00

it seem fake that can't stand.
it doesn't what i think.
am i expecting too much?
or mindset too narrow?
thought bit different from others,
but not at all.
as normal as others.
no privilege and little credits.
i put my heart on it,
you seem appreciate it,
i can't sense it deep in it.
it look so surface.
it's not i wanted from you.
i put my sincere in you,
you give wide gap between us.
gap we forever can't close.
told me this ways but it fact,
you act another ways.
everyone is all the same.
not only you alone.
put much time and effort,
surface thanks are given.
it seem you deserve it,
not more than others.
don ever think for more.
forever will not get it.
look like dumb and idiot,
giving myself high hope,
and expect more more more.
act everything turn out good.
but don't even give a damn of it.
so what, it can't fill up my heart.
i'm not the best but just good.
no matter how long you try,
you still can't get through it.

shut.

2010-03-19T12:13:00.003+08:00

if you have priority.
make a fuss, just go ahead.
don't understand what i said,
forget it, pretend never heard.
don't need extra comment.
sorry, feel that not funny at all.
don't need appreciation.
different world of people,
hence don't understand.
shut up make me shut,
alright, i just shut it.
prevent from irritation.
think leaving can solve,
you're not, i don't appreciate.
yea, childish, childish comment.
so what, mine characteristic.
not grow up enough like you.
whatever i said, stupid and crap.
just extra and extra and extra.

Troublemaker PV

2010-02-28T16:23:00.012+08:00

~ Troublemaker PV ~
i think is a quite creative PV...
~03-03-10~

Mochi

2010-02-22T14:36:00.003+08:00

my sis bought a new puppy dog.
name: Mochi
age: 4 months old
breed: Maltese
bought from: pet farm
cost: $388

SHO CHAN BIRTHDAY

2010-01-25T00:08:00.000+08:00

Sho chan~ Sho chan~
HAPPY 28TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
I Love You~~~ Yea... =)
*25-01-1982*

bear with it

2010-01-14T20:23:00.004+08:00

for the sake of taiwan trip.
jia you jia you.
only one and half month.
believe yourself can make it.
although will be hard,
but just bear with it.
think the good point but not bad.
jan and feb will pass soon.
daijoubu, daijoubu, daijoubu.

好きやねん、大阪

2010-01-01T18:29:00.003+08:00

2009 countdown

2010-01-01T00:50:00.004+08:00

i like 2009 countdown.
compare to 2008 countdown.

i got to watch NHK channel this year.
Arashi first time went to ＮＨＫ紅白歌合戦.
i love Arashi cheer Tokio up.
i love Arashi's performance at ＮＨＫ紅白歌合戦.
i love Arashi changed their clothes on stage,
in one second without notice.

i watched Johnny's Countdown 2009-2010 Live.
i love Arashi be the host.
i love Arashi sing 好きやねん、大阪。
i love Kanjani 8 cuteness.
i love 国分太一 cuteness too.

MY 19TH BIRTHDAY OUTING

2009-12-30T00:36:00.004+08:00

yesterday went to iluma watch 'Alvin and the Chipmunks 2' with gabrielle, wan ping, vivian, georgina and hui hui.
and huifang join us and eat steamboat after that.
took lots of random 10 shot pics.
thanks for the birthday present from hui hui, vivian, wan ping and gabrielle.
i love it because is ARASHI!
and smiley pouch from georgina.
i love it too~

i really

2009-12-25T00:09:00.000+08:00

i started to hate christmas and new year.
it feel sad and lonely every year.

everyone is leaving me.
my heart feel hurt but not pain.
i wish you were there but you not.
i telling myself it was impossible.
but it can't stop me thinking of it.
i know it was false hope.
but i really hope it will turn real.

sometimes really hope to have a accident.
everything will be gone.
no more me thinking.
no more worries and sadness.
no more wasting money and time.
i not happy, putting an act infront everyone.
can you understand? no, not even one.
is the world good until you fear of leaving.
i can't feel anything that make me stay.
i am waiting to left the place.
meanigless life and nothing.
living for the sake of living.

AIBABA CHAN~

2009-12-24T00:21:00.005+08:00

weewee AIBABA~~~
AIBA CHAN HAPPY 27TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
誕生日おめでとう!
anata ga daisuki desu
~24-12-1982~

christmas suit

2009-12-22T16:59:00.004+08:00

jiangjiang... my new hairstyle.

devoted nails

2009-12-02T16:50:00.003+08:00

my sis open new business again.
please take a look if you are interested. =D
~CLICK HERE~

lie

2009-11-30T23:09:00.001+08:00

all is lie.
i not going believe anymore.
all is crap.
only know how to say nice word in front.
what you say doesnt what mean what you think/feel.
stupid to believe you.
you are just perfunctory me.
whatever, your word are not worth to trust.

last day

2009-11-27T01:21:00.010+08:00

last day of working in NTUC.
worked for 7 months.
the longest period of time i ever work.
previously never been work for more than 1 month.

to some nice auntie,
thank for teaching and guiding me.
thank for treat me as your daughter.
thank for treat me eat breads and etc.

auntie Hong Huay, auntie Sandy and auntie Annie gave me farewell gift.
so nice and sweet.
i love them yea.

gift from auntie Annie.
this bear look like my style.
surprised when i saw this bear pencil case.
it was amazing.

gift from auntie Hong Huay.
she bluff say wanted to buy for her daughter.

gift from auntie Hong Huay too.
she knew i love this christmas shape of ferrero collection.
cool~

gift from auntie Sandy.
saw this clothes displayed at the BHG roadshow at main hall after work.
just anyhow said love this clothes and didnt expect she will bought it.
i love this clothes.

Leader's Birthday

2009-11-26T01:52:00.008+08:00

ohno-chan happy birthday to you!
happy 29th birthday to you.
hope your skin colour can turn fairer like the past~
love you forever~ weee~
~26-11-1980~

hello kitty phone

2009-11-18T00:03:00.007+08:00

i don't like my new hello kitty phone.
it was useless phone.
i need to type my message letter by letter.
when i write 'f' its come out another word.
it took me a long time type finish message.
the phone only accept mp3 format song.
however mostly my song are in wma format.
i need to re-download the song in mp3 format.
i still prefer my old LG phone.
only good point is model shape is hello kitty.

Happy Birthday~

2009-11-08T20:49:00.005+08:00

Happy Belated 19th Birthday to WAN PING!!!
LoVe You~~~
PS: sorry that ytd work night shift can't post on time. =D

Weee~~~ ~*~*~*~*~*~I am HaPpY ToDaY~*~*~*~*~*~

マイガール PV

2009-11-08T19:44:00.005+08:00

~*~ マイガール PV ~*~
Funny and Cute PV.
Funny is because Their mother's face = Their face combined together.
They act as 5 brothers in the PV.
Nice and Sweet Song.
<-- RELEASE ON 11/11/2009 -->

i missed...

2009-10-31T20:55:00.009+08:00

it's truth it's truth.
why things will end up like this.
if i know the result will turn up like this,
probably is because i am jealous of you.
but i don't think you will ever know.
i regret and regret.
all the happiness between us are gone.
you probably don't know i am talking to you.
hope you can come talk to me but you didnt.
i don't have the courage to talk to you again.
you might think we have nothing to talk anymore.
but i have alot of things to tell you.
and the most important thing is,
i missed you and
i'm sorry for ignored you in the fist place.

マイガール ( 第1~2話 )

2009-10-22T21:27:00.003+08:00

~ 相葉chan & 萌々果chan~

it the end

2009-10-15T21:59:00.005+08:00

the relationship with you is gone and never be back.
you never ever mention me anymore.
you never talk to me anymore.
there's no more me in your heart.
i know it, i know you are angry with me.
no matter how regret i am, nothing is going to change.
from that time on, we become stranger.
i am sad that you didnt ask for the reasons.
because it means you didnt care or bother anymore.
are we going to end like this?
i think it is.
i regret what i had done.
i seriously think i am idiot, stupid and childish.
no matter what, it the end.

天国で君に逢えたら

2009-09-30T00:45:00.004+08:00

~天国で君に逢えたら~

~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~

2009-09-26T00:00:00.001+08:00

~HUI HUI~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! 生日快乐!!! お誕生日おめでとう!!!
~HUI HUI~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! 生日快乐!!! お誕生日おめでとう!!!
~HUI HUI~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! 生日快乐!!! お誕生日おめでとう!!!
~HUI HUI~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! 生日快乐!!! お誕生日おめでとう!!!
~HUI HUI~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! 生日快乐!!! お誕生日おめでとう!!!

CHEER UP MORE MORE MORE~~~ LOVE YOU FOREVER~~~

5x10 All the Best! 1999-2009

2009-09-25T22:17:00.006+08:00

yahoooo~~~ IT ARRIVED!!!! my arashi 5x10 All the Best! 1999-2009 taiwan version album arrived to my house le!!! happy happy, luckily the eBay seller nv cheat my money~~~ so scared will con my money haha. woooo~~~ nice nice nice~~~
YOU ARE MY SOUL SOUL!!!

check up day

2009-09-24T23:17:00.004+08:00

today went to NUH with my sis to check my nose. luckily no problem. but the consultation n using the scope to check my nose one is exp. consultation - $27 scope using - $50. luckily the scope can use medisave. woooo~~ after that went to orchard shopping, my sis treat me eat 下午茶. we went to Tea Loft at orchard ION. the Tea Loft is actually abit high class of Toast Box, bcoz the food selling thr are almost the same. whahahaha~ went to kinokuniya bought Popolo mag, then went to Tampopo for dinner, ate Ramen~ one of my fav food~ hoho~~~ love to went out with my sis bcoz can con her money. yeah~~

HAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY!!!

2009-09-15T23:27:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY!!!

seoul garden~

2009-09-11T20:53:00.003+08:00

ok, today went to eat seoul garden with hui hui, vivian and wan ping. usual 4 people~~~ whahaha.... after that went to kinokuniya shop, everyone bought one book/magazine. good good good~~~ after that went to hmv find my arashi 5x10 album (taiwan version) but it seem like still haven't import to there yet. from last week, i everyday went to cd-rama check also don have, it had been 1 week, why still haven sell?! sad~~~ pls pls fast fast can anot??? arhhhh~~~ so scared that they will not sell it !!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NAKAMARU

2009-09-04T21:51:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY TO NAKAMARU YUICHI(KAT-TUN)~~~
HOHO~~~ MY FAV MEMBER IN KAT-TUN!!! SUPER CUTE AND FUNNY!!! YEAH~~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MATSUJUN

2009-08-30T00:23:00.004+08:00

YAHOHOHO~~~ TODAY IS MATSUJUN BIRTHDAY!!! ~ 30 AUG 1983 ~
HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~ =D
LOVE YOU TOO~~~ WHAHAHAHA~~~

money fly~~~

2009-08-29T14:24:00.004+08:00

i still got 3 months to go~~ arhhhhhh..... faster come bah~~ but after 3 months i also will die~~~ shit shit shit....
no money~ cant do anything, cant buy stuff, cant go out...
i want to save money for next 3 month BUT everytime over spend and left nothing at all~~~
i cant control myself~~~~ arhhhhhhhh.... =(
HOW HOW HOW ?????
i am going to die after 3 months...
wad should i do???!!!

hot pot culture

2009-08-09T01:38:00.002+08:00

fri went to eat buffet at hot pot culture with hui hui. hmmm... their food not bad, plus we don need take ourselves one is got ppl serve you, just need sit write down the code of the food from the menu and wait for them to serve you can le~ plus the portion of the food quite small, like meatball, sotong ball they give you 3 piece nia, can eat alot different kind of food. not bad hor~~ hoho. walalalala~~~

worry worry worry

2009-08-04T00:47:00.003+08:00

i worried alot of things.
i worry will i get my leave?
i worry i dont dare to tell her i want to take leave.
i worry she will not approve my leave.
I NEED COURAGE TO SAY IT OUT~~~
i worry will i get the course next year?
i worry i cant get in the course due to the COP and intake.
i worry what should i do if i cant get in.
although it is still early to worry but i just cant get rid of my mind.
AHHHHH~~~ FREAK FREAK FREAK~~~

pizza hut

2009-08-01T00:08:00.005+08:00

just now went to eat pizza hut at lot one with ~ Tsuey Shan ~
hmmmm~~~ we already 1 year plus nv contact le. due to her phone and she quite busy also~ then last week she saw me at ntuc working, we then start contact back again~~ seriously quite miss the period of we will after sch together go eat lunch and go ntuc walk walk~~~ super love her and miss her whahahahaha~~~

大菜饭

2009-07-31T23:57:00.004+08:00

ytd huifang's mum cook 大菜饭 before she come to work and specially bring a bowl of 大菜饭 for me when changing shift... so happy and 感动~~~ treat me so good~~~ and can save a cost of meal... whahahaha~~~ ^o^

you you you

2009-07-26T01:36:00.004+08:00

i m waiting for u to tell me~~~ * yrs been past i thought i can forget u... but it seem like whenever i saw u... it just made me feel sad n emo, although i cant get rid out of my mind.... ONE WORD TO SAY ABOUT YOU , YOU ARE STUPID~~~~ BAKA BAKA BAKA~~~~

distance?!

2009-07-13T00:10:00.003+08:00

if you never tell me, i will never know. you say we got distance indeed we really have a big gap between, it was not like the past we ever have. our common topics are going lesser and lesser.... maybe will just wad u say, we maybe will not contact anymore or lesser and lesser but of course i hope this kind of matter will not be happen at all. right?
i thought i don mind but indeed i actually mind it without my notice. why i was different with others? everything is different, not just the only one. and i know i am the most freeeeest people in my surrounding. i know it. just like what i say before. nothing going change it, because it is fact.

Everything Single

2009-07-12T01:22:00.003+08:00

yatta... it arrived~~ Arashi's Everything Single. hmmm.... actually nv want to buy one, i just want to try whether debit card can use to buy their things anot. in the end, it success. then i want to cancel order as they say can be cancel if the order haven been shipped out, then i send them the message but they say shipped out the order liao then saw my message, damn =.=''' so i cant cancel my order... but suan le suan le. maybe it's fate to bought it bcoz i cant find their this song in clear version, i download all unclear one. plus quite happy when recieved, whalalalala~~~ so consider worth it bah. hoho...

Canon Powershot A1100 IS

2009-07-10T23:07:00.003+08:00

yeah~~~ i finally bought my own digital camera. whohohoho.... is Canon Powershot A1100 IS. Pink colour. yeah, finally bought what i want which is colour camera not silver or black. and is under my budget~~~ hoho~~~ =D

dream

2009-07-06T23:26:00.004+08:00

i dream of you, sweet and happy but everything in the dream will not happen in real life. i know you will not do it in the real life or not even will happen it. it was just my hope or own self thinking only. it will not happen at all.

Happy Birthday

2009-07-04T00:18:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
生日快乐!
誕生日おめでとう!
생일 축하합니다!
Joyeux anniversaire Bon anniversaire Bonne fête!
Selamat hari jadi!

TZ LOVE YOU~~~
NINO LOVE ME~~~ =)

PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MASUDA TAKAHISA AND AKANISHI JIN TOO~~~

Everything PV

2009-06-28T02:04:00.002+08:00

YATTA~~~~ Arashi's 'Everything' PV is out!!!
SIMPLE BUT NICE~~~
This song give me WARM FEELING~~~ HOHO
~ RELEASE ON 1ST JULY 2009 ~

絶対彼氏 and The Quiz Show 2

2009-06-26T00:05:00.002+08:00

ytd night watch finish 絶対彼氏. n then funny sia i didnt cry for the last edp but cried for the SP. normally last edp is the most interesting or touching edp and the SP is just extra part only. but then i think the SP is more touching or sad than the last edp. haix. so sad sia. the ending is so ahhhhh....
i also watch finished The Quiz Show 2 on mon, 櫻井翔 and 横山裕 were cry like siao loh. especially 横山裕 still cry until 鼻涕 all come out. sad cases and happening between them. wanted to give 'surprise' in the end cause sad ending come out. haix~~ i think is the best drama i watched in 春季 series.
and then i was so 夸张 until like i was cry until sleep and wake up and think of the ending, i will emo the few days until i get over it. and then this is not 1st time i like this, everytime watched drama with sad ending like 魔王 and 恋空 also got this kind situation. ahhhhhhh... freaking hell~~~

w-inds.

2009-06-23T01:28:00.005+08:00

today suddenly thinking of watching w-inds. pv. make me recall of lots of their memories. 像当年 when my sis enthu on them will 'force' me join her watch their concert dvd, listen their song, watch their pv, everyday 7 pm will tune to channel 51 see whether their pv will being show anot. plus some of their song are damn nice~~ too bad my sis now not enthu on them le. =.= i rmb my sis started like them is at around 2004, 5 years have been passed. what a nice memories ah....... hooooooooo. >.<
because of everyday tune to channel 51, saw arashi 'sakura sake' pv and started like them. whahahahahaha. i wish i can return back to the time. >.<

~One Of My Favourite Song~ Kirei Da (キレイだ)

vivo outing

2009-06-17T14:29:00.003+08:00

ytd went for vivo outing cum celebrate gab birthday! i specially take leave to go leh. u see i so good~~~ whahahaha... we having a great time n took lots of pic. whahahaha...

Nino Birthday

2009-06-17T13:39:00.003+08:00

YAHOOOO...... TODAY IS MY NINO BIRTHDAY!!!!
HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~
LOVE YOU FOREVER!!! WHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~

freak

2009-06-04T22:38:00.003+08:00

don come and talk to me and i will not talk abt it.
i'm not going to say it anymore.
full of stuff n busy in whole days of course donno how a loner feel when they get neglect.
i am just nothing, when bored come n talk to me to kill time but when busy hack care n fu yan me.
yea right, I AM THE MOST FREEEEEST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD. NOT LIKE OTHERS BUSY LIKE MAD~~~

Everything

2009-06-01T23:02:00.006+08:00

whakakaka... Arashi going release new single again~~~ on 1 july 2009~~~ damn fast sia. just 1 month another single going to release. the song is their CM song ==> Everything <== saw the aiba n sho version CM, the background song is the new single song, Everything.

i am...

2009-05-31T00:58:00.002+08:00

i am lousy...
i am trouble-maker...
i am the weakest...
i am irritating...
i am slow...
i am stupid...
i am blur...
i am useless...
i am ma fan...
i am loner...
i am sad...
i am sensitive...
i am nothing...
i am not important at all...
i am disappointing of what u say...
i don wan because of me u have to make thing more difficult...
i don wan people of me make any changes...
without me is still the same...
nothing going to change...
not worth to make any changes at all...
everything is fixed and fated to be like this...

Crazy Moon～キミ・ハ・ムテキ～

2009-05-25T20:09:00.003+08:00

okay... the Crazy Moon～キミ・ハ・ムテキ～ PV is OUT!!! hoho. but i donno y the PV got sub one~~~ then the PV nothing special, same style of 'Truth' and 'Believe' PV.

明日の記憶

2009-05-24T01:25:00.005+08:00

YEAH~~~ ARASHI'S 明日の記憶 PV IS OUT!!! HOHOHO!!! FINALLY~~~ YATTA~~~
i like the pv, my nino is so shuai in the pv and the song is super nice...
明日の記憶 -> 櫻井翔 latest drama 'The Quiz Show' Theme Song
27TH MAY 2009 ---> 明日の記憶/Crazy Moon～キミ・ハ・ムテキ～
This single got 2 main song which mean another song Crazy Moon～キミ・ハ・ムテキ～also got PV but the PV still haven out yet~~~

supper

2009-05-24T00:45:00.003+08:00

just now went to eat supper with hui hui. but she just eat ice cream only. bcoz she eaten already, so kns bcoz she eat free food at the sushi shop n then 10.45pm called me y i haven reach, when i reach le told me wan to wait until 11pm to earn the 30min $$. so 贪小便宜~~~ haha
today damn angry with a customers(auntie and uncle) 明明 is queue at infront counter one then just when i want to call the customer who in the queue to walk to my counter(express counter which is 3 counter in one lane) go and cut the queue and walk to my counter then i was damn bu shuang then i say,'ehh... u cant like this one leh anyhow cut queue' then tat stupid uncle say,'what what what?! i whr got cut queue is the customer don wan come infront i whr got cut queue' wah kao nv saw such a kns person 明明 cut queue still dare to say until he not wrong. damn hate this kind of ppl.

STRAWBERRY SNOW ICE

2009-04-14T19:54:00.004+08:00

today went to lot one with huihui. she tell me meet 1.45pm in the end i thought is 1.15pm. blur blur blur. went home at 4pm bcoz huihui got driving lesson BUT!!! she call me 5.45pm to acc her go cut hair. she is a lame girl. made me come out again. =.=''' at 1st don wan go, but she say she treat me food so i appear!!! hohoho. at 1st thought is cheap cheap food, in the end is STRAWBERRY SNOW ICE!!! hohoho me got earn it. heeheeheehee... luckily got appear. hohoho~~~

nino

2009-04-03T01:50:00.005+08:00

wed watched arashi's 2008 AAA concert!!! wohohoho. finally it released!!! they damn shuai. although didnt sing some my fav song BUT it still very nice n they are so shuai. hoho~~~ especially when is nino's solo... he 自弹自唱 sia. play piano wor~~~ then the song is he 创作 one. so talented hoho~~~
then just now watched his latest SP drama, "Door To Door" he act a guy who suffer 脑性麻痹却以上门推销员身分努力著的青年. a very nice drama. hehe. it make me cry loh. but i admit tat i very easily cry. haha.
vivi say china government set up a law, those jap drama uploaded in tudou muz have lisence if not all will be delete!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! NO!!!!!! if tudou gone, no more jap drama, variety show for me~~~~~ I DON WAN!!!!!
i found the video of his solo~~~ he so shuai inside plus his sweat is dripping sia. made me so high~ shuai shuai shuai...

blur blur

2009-04-01T18:53:00.002+08:00

i look blur blur blur blur... do everything gong gong one... this job is ok but abit ma fan n messy. especially tat OG, is so kns. damn ma fan. so different with other store. so suay one 1st day got OG. HATE OG !!! then i quit my soya bean job!!! althought is very relax job n consider high pay but there too dirty n hot which i don like n then work thr also cant increase my resume's work exprience. like is just wasting my time. so i quit.

mental problem

2009-03-26T22:14:00.004+08:00

i think i got mental problem~~~
a while feel don wan to work the job, a while feel nvm forget it.
a while happy, a while sad.
donno what am i thinking n doing?!

i donno will last this job until june anot. hope will not like last time work 4 days nia. hope will stay n not making huifang throw face.

stupid

2009-03-17T00:01:00.004+08:00

yesterday go done stupid stuff!!! act smart go n delete items in my comp which i thought is extra copies of my stuff. in the end all my items in comp like music, pics, documents are all gone. kns. luckily all the music tat i wan just need transfer from my phone can liao. but some pics i didnt save in photobucket like most of my arashi pic. arhhhh. then i thought tat most of the pic can be found from the website whr i last time took. but most of the pics are gone from the website. haix~~~ donno why no more those pics. headache!!!

To Heart 〜恋して死にたい〜

2009-03-06T00:30:00.004+08:00

ahhhhh... i now watching back 10yrs old ago drama. To Heart 〜恋して死にたい〜 acted by 堂本剛 and 深田恭子. wah... it bring me back lots of memories. 像当年 i was 9 years old nia... 堂本剛 was so shuai tat time, now see again also still so shuai!!! last time he is my idol. whahahaha. i last time got bought the vcd but i lost the vcd. donno where it gone. find so many years still haven found it. plus last time still don hv upload in youtube, tudou all tat. then started to forget the drama. BUT few days ago, i watched johnny's sport day then saw kinki kids sing one of my fav song (薄荷キャンディー). then started look at their profile. n then saw one song 'to heart'(To Heart 〜恋して死にたい〜 song). i went to youtube see the video. that song bring me back lots of memories. luckily last time my sis n me is their fans got buy their cd. inside got the song, don need to go download. lalalala.
after tat i going to watch back the 1st nino's drama i watch soon. 'STAND UP!!' hohoho...

曇りのち、快晴 PV

2009-03-02T00:26:00.007+08:00

Leader is so cute inside~~~ My 2nd Fav in Arashi!!! hohohoho... XD

曇りのち、快晴 / 矢野健太 starring Ohno Satoshi PV

Believe/曇りのち、快晴

2009-03-01T00:36:00.001+08:00

Arashi latest single --> Believe/曇りのち、快晴 release on 4th March~~~
'Believe' is 櫻井翔 latest movie ヤッターマン(Yatterman) Theme Song
'曇りのち、快晴' is 大野智 latest drama 歌のおにいさん(音樂孩子王) Theme Song

Believe PV

got another animation version but is only aired on cellphone. donno next time will upload the animation version PV to youtube anot. hope can upload it.

Animation Version PV News

One Drop

2009-02-28T02:58:00.002+08:00

recently addicted on this song... 'One Drop' from kat-tun~ from the past, i only like the song 'Real Face' so this is the second song that i like in kat-tun~~~

suspect X

2009-02-23T23:56:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhh.... i want to watch the galileo suspect X.... but vivi go watch at tudou le... she ps me... so sad.... =( don feel like watch at tudou... the quality not clear... today saw the i- weekly got giveaway the movie ticket spon by k-box.... hope can win it!!!! whahahahaha...

NO!!!!

2009-02-11T20:11:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON BELIEVE!!! MY NINO 劈腿!!! NO!!!! THIS MUST BE A CRAP~~~
but so sad he break up with 長澤雅美~~~ =(

二宮和也劈腿「雙美」　長澤雅美情傷低潮

傑尼斯偶像再傳感情波折，「嵐」成員二宮和也去年底才傳出與長澤雅美談了兩年的地下戀情，如今又被爆出劈腿偶像女星水川麻美，與長澤雅美正式玩完，雅美還一度因此心情陷入低潮。

根據日本八卦網站「stevie.seesaa .net」報導，二宮和也是在2005年演出日劇《溫柔時光》時認識長澤雅美，兩人假戲真做，談起地下戀情，不過也有兩人身邊的好友表示，其實他們是在2007年底才正式交往。

不過長澤雅美萬萬沒想到手帕交水川麻美，竟是讓自己被劈腿的第三者。「藝能knuckles」雜誌指出，麻美和二宮早在10年前就曾合作，雅美與麻美則因拍攝《LAST FRIENDS》而熟識，因此三人還時常相約出遊，沒想到心性未定的二宮就此與麻美越走越近，讓佔有慾強的雅美醋勁大發，導致分手。

雅美的友人還透露，她失戀後曾一度陷入低潮，最近才比較釋懷。不過二宮和也似乎早就受不了雅美的佔有慾，認為分手或許比較好，對於分手完全不後悔。

stealer

2009-01-30T22:48:00.004+08:00

i m freaking angry sia.... just now heard vivi say tat ugly 石欣卉 go n steal arashi's song 'We Can Make It'!!! wad the hell sia... still dare to claim that her album are all 自己创作!!! BULLSHIT~~~ ALL IS FAKE ONE!!! even her song '女皇' also steal from other ppl song!!!! her 1st album also got steal other ppl songs... i wonder her album's song nv steal others ppl song will die is it!!!! nabeh COPYCAT!!!

spree

2009-01-30T21:17:00.004+08:00

hohoho... my sis open a spree website.... please visit if u all interested!!! thank u =)
http://tebisha.livejournal.com/

2009

2009-01-12T23:47:00.003+08:00

2009 is a bad year for me...
although it was starting of 2009 but
i recieved lots of bad news in 2009...
i having a sad life in 2009...
i keep emo in 2009...
i cry often in 2009...
so i hate 2009...

oneh oneh...

2009-01-11T18:40:00.004+08:00

today cooked oneh oneh... i spend 2hr to do it... my sis say taste not bad, good... yeah... wad i can say is i m talented to be chef... whahaha... ok intially wan to give to huifang and huihui one... bcoz huifang say wan to try plus oneh oneh is her fav food... then huihui say wan to be my guinea pig.... but i made too less liao... so cant give it to them... next time then let them try it... paiseh.... even my family only can eat 2 per person... so sad... next time muz do double....

blindfold sing A.RA.SHI

2009-01-04T15:56:00.006+08:00

whahaha... cute n funny part in 嵐の宿題~~~

BAD LUCK

2008-12-30T23:44:00.004+08:00

MY BAD LUCK AND UNHAPPINESS IS GOING TO ARRIVE!!!! MY EMOTIONAL N ANGRY FEELING IS COMING SOON!!!

vivo city

2008-12-28T01:31:00.005+08:00

ytd went to vivo city with huihui and vivian~~~~ went there walk walk.... i didnt buy anything although got money... then i like a clothes but in the end didnt buy!!! abit regret.... haha~~ went to the national georgraphic shop all the exhibition was so nice...
initially don wan blog one bcoz i don wan to make arashi post/pic gotten pull down... ahhhhh.... but thought of as if forever will not blog liao so muz edit/change the location!!! then at 1st wanted to create a extra column at the side so that more easier see it n will be on top but in the end didnt success do it so no choice i placed bottom of my tagboard~~

huihui say the below 2pic is my commit sucide scene~~~
see got ppl looking anot....
ok, no people!!! JUMP!!!
PS:THANK EVERYONE WHO GREET ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~~ =D

to huihui!!!

2008-12-26T22:07:00.009+08:00

due to tat DUMB DUMB HUIHUI keep mistaken my idol ARASHI!!! so i shall post the photo of them in order to let that DUMB DUMB HUIHUI remember them~~~ whahahaha, hehehehe, hohohoho!!! =)

TOP(From Left): Aiba Masaki (相葉雅紀), Ono Satoshi (大野智)
BOTTOM (From Left): Sakurai Sho (櫻井翔), Matsumoto Jun (松本潤), Ninomiya Kazunari (二宮和也)

TOP (From Left): Sakurai Sho (櫻井翔), Ninomiya Kazunari (二宮和也)
CENTER (From Left): Matsumoto Jun (松本潤)
BOTTOM (From Left): Aiba Masaki (相葉雅紀), Ono Satoshi (大野智)

(From Left): Sakurai Sho (櫻井翔), Ninomiya Kazunari (二宮和也), Aiba Masaki (相葉雅紀), Ono Satoshi (大野智), Matsumoto Jun (松本潤)

(From Left): Sakurai Sho (櫻井翔), Ninomiya Kazunari (二宮和也), Aiba Masaki (相葉雅紀), Ono Satoshi (大野智), Matsumoto Jun (松本潤)

(From Top): Aiba Masaki (相葉雅紀), Sakurai Sho (櫻井翔), Ono Satoshi (大野智), Ninomiya Kazunari (二宮和也), Matsumoto Jun (松本潤)
PS: TO HUIHUI~~~ PLEASE KINDLY REMEMBER IT!!! IF NOT I ASK FRIEND TO RAPE YOU!!!! WHOHOHO

merry christmas

2008-12-25T00:27:00.004+08:00

HOHO... MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!!!

east coast park

2008-12-24T23:52:00.005+08:00

today went to east coast park ride bicycle with hui hui, gina, qiu yuan and eric~~~ hmmmm... i actually donno how to ride bicycle... so hui hui ride me... hoho... although in the end i didnt manage success to ride myself but still done lots of my 1st time... same with hui hui... hehe~~
after tat went to see dogs... the dogs are damn cute they didnt bite me... hehe... i love them... and when i touch them, i feel like touching a teddy bear... hoho... it made me think of my winter and jayjay...
1st time ride bicycle at east coast park...
1st time ride double bicycle...
1st time ride 2 wheel bicycle...
1st time touch dog...
1st time dog nv bark at me...
1st time went out at christmas eve...